letting go..............

This is very disappointing that i want to kill myself. i want to finish it. the pain inside me grows and it kills me everyday and i think its better to kill myself than to be killed everyday......................

one of my friend told me that life goes on so i should move on but how could i????????

i will try not to do such rubbish thing i know its a wrong decisions but i wanna do it so today i brought a scale pale(its like a blade very sharp) but still don't know do it or not...........

sitting alone and crying is a common thing for me but never wanted to do such things.

if i kill myself problems will not be solved but still why i can't take it anymore.the pain grows and grows i can feel my heart aches it hurts like hell....................

i know u dont want this u just want to be happy, free, independent but still i want to know that does me mean nothing to u?

so words like she dont deserve u; life move on; think of ur parents; those small things dont make u to do this ;

are not making any help...........

i wanted to be happy; i wanted to make other happy; but atlast i wanted a second chance and wanted ur support but u did not gave me anything.........

u say take care whn u dont even care u say understand me whn u dont even want me to understand...........

i cant so I QUIT................................